Wednesday, 9 May 2012

EVE of destruction....



I just wonder why do people destroy… and why do people recreate. Why would you improve one thing that’s already at it’s maximum potential? Why would you do that? Why a developer will not stay faithful to it’s fan base? As a general line… many things start with the whys and of course to the most of them the answer is one : m o n e y .. Or are there more answers than that… I think not… you keep destroying and abusing the old school so you will rip the benefits of that… I remember the long nights with Starcraft and Heroes II and Diablo 2. Where can possibly be all those moments fitted? Where is the hard-core need to perfect yourself? I remember countless chance runs for uniques in Diablo2… where!?... where?!... In the need for money Ubisoft and ActiBlizz let me tell you – you’ve destroyed 2 or more of the best franchises out there. Maybe you should hire a team of professionals on a watch for the better forums out there dedicated to the respective franchises… ironically you function exactly in the same way a totalitarist system works… give nothing – take everything. The worst thing is that communities don’t do anything to correct that therefore somehow we deserve the crap that you give us. I’m very happy with myself as I almost bought Starcraft II but fortunately for me you announced that Heart of the Swarm will rip the Protoss of their Carriers… That ship was a special mark of that team… it’s also nice that the Zerg were ripped of their Lurkers… Moving on to Heroes franchise… Just a couple of questions : In Heroes VI where the f word are the following teams : Dungeon, Wizard, Rampart, Fortress?!? Why does the Castle team have a full time Harpy? Why 30 Champions only destroy 20 lvl2 units and the retaliate of 10 lvl2 creatures will almost always kill a champion?! Why all heroes may have mass Vampiric at level 10… what did you do with my favorite game? I can’t see any reason to even try again to play the game… I will stay faithful to H3,2 and V… I can’t tell you enough how much you’ve disappointed… and I also can’t tell you enough times that I hope you fall for your sound decisions [I need to include EA here too as they also destroyed a lot of old-school flavor of many of my favorites]. In the same time a small team develops a dungeon crawler that can easily compete with D3 in my eyes… guess what… take a look at their motto : “We believe that the best business model is to do what you love, to give it everything you've got, and to make something you'll be proud of.” Congratulations Max… my deepest congratulations…
Now don’t get me wrong, it’s not a child’s frustration that speaks through me, it’s just maybe I’m getting too old and I only appreciate old things… things made from the heart… things developed from the heart… things developed at that time where your creation was the most important thing and not the money you’ll rip off that creation. Maybe I was stunned at some point and I remained to live in the past. What the hell is the problem with that… a small one… there are very few new things that are properly done… We’re brewing Starcraft II for Korea and Starcraft television… well… Dear Vince you will have hard competition in some time from now… the disgusting entertainment is coming from all angles and sides. What is this new entertainment?!... I have this strange feeling that the low-level action movies of the 80s that depict a controversial future where people in the real life are controlled by some freaks behind a keyboard can actually become a reality. All this gaming thing has evolved into an ugly mutant… Players don’t play for fun as they used to play. [just some random examples : I can’t quit playing Megaplex – the Win7 Clone of the famous Supaplex… it’s too much fun to do it; once or twice a year I need to return to Diablo2 for building 5-6 characters and also maybe find one of the 23 missing pieces of the grail; each and every time I meet [at the moment a couple of thousands of miles separate us] my best friend we have to have a couple of heroesIII hotseats…].
Recently, although I’m totally against MMORPGs, I’ve tried EVE again… EVE is that kind of universe where you can do whatever you want and you create your own experience of the game, of course there are dicks in-game but yet again dicks are everywhere… the dimension of the imaginary dick-size and Ethernet-dick-size is in reversed-proportion to the individual’s mass of brain and emotional intelligence. Dick-fighting is everywhere… but we… we are just having some fun… maybe in time collect all the nice ships of the game… having some fun in imponderability. I love that feeling of weightlessness and the fact that you can go wherever you desire. I’m not into corporations and do the hard-core thing. I can’t afford that anymore as I don’t like getting close to professional playing anymore. I just want to have fun. I will roam the space in my Abaddon in one of these days. I always felt that working and making money and then spending them on toys is a boy’s life…  why not have some fun?!?...
I’m waiting you mate… we can build here everything that we couldn’t back in our older realms…


Thursday, 29 March 2012

itna


[ochii din sertar]... nu stiu daca e de la primavara... aici primavara nu pare a avea mari schimbari de clima ca acasa... dar cine stie...
m-a apucat recent din nou revizia anuala a muzicii... si cum e o problema maparea muzicii.. pot spune ca de azi dimineata am avut vreo 50 de tripuri... e interesant ca le vad pe toate ca atunci... acum ca am ajuns unde acum 10 ani doar ma gandeam... nu simt nimic... [baga-ti mintile-n cap]... e... ciudat... si simt ca gaura nu se opreste aici... o sa continue... o sa se tot adaneasca... "nu suuunt nebuuuun...." :)) ... imi traiesc visul si tot nu e suficient... omul care mereu trebuie sa alerge ori alearga ori moare de plictiseala... ce ma pasioneaza cel mai tare acuma este istoria... curva... de istorie... ca sa evitam niste bariere ce este interesant este de ce parintii intotdeauna repeta greselile parintilor lor... si daca asta e cazul... de ce plm as vrea eu vreodata sa am vreun copil... chestia cu istoria repetata e ceva care m-a pasionat de-a lungul timpului... dar ce nu imi e clar e care este mecanismul care ii face sa fie asa... de ce-ul [cantecul pastelui]... de-a lungul timpului am fost foarte preocupat de supravietuire... de supravietuirea cu orice pret... aici timpul s-a oprit si este relativ din belsug... mai ales pentru creier... pentru analiza... ce e iar dubios e ca si aici toate se aseaza intr-un anume fel astfel incat par logice... parca s-a facut liniste... in tot mormanul de oameni din spate si in toata sleahta de pitici... s-a facut liniste... intr-un final s-a facut liniste... e incredibil... si zic s-a facut liniste pentru ca eu nu m-am mai chinuit sa le tin in liniste... pur si simplu au tacut... poate ca gust din medicamentul "bucura-te"... nu stiu ce sa zic... dupa multi ani sunt multumit si fericit... [destin] dar inca se manifesta apucaturi fantoma, dureri fantoma... arome ce se voiau a fi inhibate de ceva vreme... este interesant cum in momentul asta propria mea adolescenta intra in eternitate si istorie... e un proces pe care-l simt... maparile devin permanente... nu cred ca vor mai putea fi rescrise... ceea ce e bine... intorcandu-ma la partea de inceput... e bine... pentru ca inseamna ca nu repetam istoria... sa speram... "cine colinda prin noapte... printre..."
punct si de la capat... ca de fapt nu prea mai am nimic de zis... sunt intre trepte cred si astfel nu ma mai pot exprima... deloc...
de fapt problema initiala porneste de la o alta chestie pe care nu o inteleg... lipsa de evolutia... imposibilitatea unora sa inteleaga ca pur si simplu folosind putina "putere" pe care o ai ca sa distrugi si sa futi alti oameni pentru o cauza ca si bunastarea businessului este pur si simplu... de neimaginat... pentru mine cel putin... nu stiu daca ma deranjeaza prostia... cat lipsa dorintei de evolutie, de mai bine... cum poti sa fi-i multumit ca traiesti in rahat si sa-ti fie ok [wider]... nu ca asta chiar ma scoate din sarite... e deja absurd... oamenii pragmatici si practici depasesc momentul iau decizia, merg mai departe... dar eu nu-s pragmatic... eu mai am sange din ala dubios in mine... si ma enervez.. dar pe de alta parte din cauza astora de aici incepe sa-mi scada apetitul pentru razbunare... mi-a intrat in reflex nevoia de a face bine si de a fi altfel... adica suntem in pozitia in care ne scoate din pepeni prostia dar nu mai avem chef sa retaliem... cum vine asta... e ca si cum ai fi drogat ai avea nevoie sa fii treaz acum si evident nu vei putea fi... urat... urat zic... eu totusi insist ca atunci cand o sa dau drumu la caini sigur o sa fie si victime... nu se poate cu vorba buna... trebuie bici... sarma ghimpata... ceva sa sperie... sa intimideze... [!].{}}{}}}{}!}}{!!{!{}!}}!{}!}{}{!}{!}{{!{} [!] noroc... ca exista chestii care nu se deterioreaza in timp... noroc ca creierul ne permite sa ne auto-definim perfectiunea...
sa-mi bag pula multi nebuni...

Friday, 16 December 2011

[RE]>>BEginning


rewind 3.5 years ago : 
I have to start with a memory... Someone telling me that I'm too depressed because I dream too much of impossible or improbable things... My dreams would prevent me from actually living my life as I should. I took his advice and...
forward to present : 
All those dreams have been accomplished. Now I can live properly according to him ... Actually life without a purpose is like living in a vegetative state... a vegetable spoon-fed by machines... would you like to live your own life without any dreams?!...
login : 42 days after the Event [tribute to evil]
We've made the stand. We have a base of operations and income comming our way... so it's ok for the moment. We are still reinforcing our position. I believe this process will be active for a couple of months from now on. [harkonnen force]  What is incredible is that in 2.5 weeks we were able to set all the basics in motion. It is incredible the fact that you don't need to do any unnecesarry steps in here. Almost all things are straightforward and require one ID and one utility bill to solve it.
[Divine Intervention]... Memories start flooding me again... I can see now all the things that have been forced through a backdoor in a place where they never got to be accessed. Things start turning on the right track. I do not fully understand the extent of what we've accomplished now... probably I will in time. My gut still tells me that this is the best thing I've done until now... ever... [hl2-24]... [hl2-22]
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